Approaching towards end of courtship period

It's been almost 8 months now that we know each other and been together.....8 long months....we shared lots of joys, some sad moments, anxity of meeting and being together and a few moments of separation....some secrets from the past and some hopes for future.....she's all around me and occpies my mind and thoughts....

This long courtship period meant a lot for me....actually, for both of us! I learnt how to think about other person before you do for yourself...loving someone is not all....standing by your commitments is also necessary for keeping your relationship alive....i learnt to keep awake so that she can rest peacefully and i stay alert so that she could afford to relax without fear.....

She made me change without even forcing anything on me....for me relationship is now not about how long i stay close...it's about how intensely i stay close....being committed is much more than mere having fb sharings and a few outings together...it's all about promising her a permanant companionship and full honesty in relationship....

Mutual trust came into picture at the right time and i think it will play an important role going forward....she trusts me a lot and that increases my responsibility multifolds....i think I need to always strive hard to withstand and justify that trust and never ever let it shake in life!!

we are approaching almost to the end of our beautiful courtship period which was really a fascinating time of our life....we had great moments together and most of them have been captured in pictorial memory!! still a lot was unsaid, unheard and when we think about it....we only have one feeling in mind...."some things are good unsaid...even better unexplained and the best if understood without expressing....." i think our love is the same..

hope we have great time ahead together....share our duties and responsibilities....stay close together and be there with each other at every moment in life...may God bless us with lots of happiness, love and faith which will be the driving force for both of us in many more years to come!!

Me and Her!!!

April First Week-2011:

I saw her first time at her aunt's place. She was sitting right in front of me and also kept looking at me intermittently. I saw her for a few moments and actually couldn't guess what was so appealing in her?? Did she look too beautiful?? or were her eyes saying something? couldn't really guess....I asked a few casual questions and she answered them....we were surrounded by quite a few no. of relatives...both her and mine who were hoping that we select each other as our life partners and move on....were things that simple??? ...i didn't know!!!

April Second Week- 2011:

I met her at a coffee shop in Mumbai on a Saturday evening...she was carrying her charismatic smile and two cute little dimples on her rosy cheek....we met first time without any interference and mediation of family members.... someone had to open up...so i took the lead and broke the ice...started a conversation with formal questions and then moved on to some more specific questions....an hour passed....still the question unanswered...is she the right one for me???

April Last Week- 2011:

I was still unsure and I think she was also feeling the same. We again met and I almost threw a series of questions at her....she kept answering and I started realizing that my questions were all not enough to know her better....all I could sense throughout this time was her calmness, smile and clarity of mind which was appealing though she looked puzzled sometimes....I started thinking,"am I looking for a girl who's got most promising future and career or am I looking for one with most promising attitude and approach towards life?"...I got my answer from my truthful mind...which said...."she's the one....go on!!"

May Second Week- 2011:

We are talking to each other sometimes on phone...sometimes send emails....but still a formal chat....I asked her for a date one evening and she said Yes!!!.....how do I impress her?? wear expensive attire?? do some make over??...wait a minute....do I need to do all this or just let me be what I am??....afterall, that's the one she liked and said "Yes" to; was without all this camouflage....I met her and took her to the movie....we had a dinner and then dropped her at her place....end of day!!!

May Last Week- 2011:

I had a plan to go for the tour outside Mumbai for 8-10 days...obviously couldn't take her along with me (would love to do that; but who will allow me before getting married???.....damn!!)

She had retuned back from her vacations when I left the city....and my goodness.....I started missing her like anything.....first few days were very heavy as I was atleast 2,000 KM away from her (and also a few thousands feet higher on altitude!!!).....was missing her day and night....and that time realized...actually I had started loving her!!!!....is this true?? I didn't know...all I knew was that I was feeling lonely and incomplete without meeting her or finding her around me....does this happen to all??

June Second Week- 2011:

Finally we met after a long break of around 3 weeks....the reunion was fabulous....both of us were excited and exchanged the gifts that we had brought for each other....she was happy to see me again and first time realized that her happiness is actually linked to mine and it grows multifolds with her!!!....wow!!!

There were so many things to share...some from our trips and some others....I was talking and she was listening...I was staring at her beautiful cute dimples on her cheek all the time and she blushed finally....God!!!

June Third Week- 2011:

It's her b'day and I had planned for it since long time...she being fiancee this time....so was too very special....at the stroke of midnight I called her and played a "birthday tune" on guitar...she was overjoyed!!!...me too felt romantic...calling your beloved midnight and playing guitar for her....hmmmm....thank God the neighbours had no objection!!!...an exchange of a few love messages and then all became quiet....!!!!

We met for her b'day celebration....she was so excited to see me around and also wished if I could be with her on all her forthcoming b'days in life....quite optimistic thought....I liked it....more than the gifts, her face was lit with the smile as I was present around her!!....promised her to be with her forever and also wished her many more beautiful b'days ahead in life....they say God exists somewhere up above in heavens...must be true...I have an angel in my life to gift me love and blessings!!

Early July 2011:

She's become part of my life so much that I can't imagine a day without her....do I also have the same importance in her life???....well, I don't want to know...all I know is that I am in love with her...truely, deeply forever...how many times do you realize that someone comes in life and occupies it entirely within short span!!!..we share all our sorrows, worries, joys and excitements as well...feels like she's part of me...my very existance and reason for being there in this world...what else do I say??

July 3rd Week 2011:

First time in life, experienced a pain in mind when I was miles away from her in some different country...with different people and that feeling was quite painful....I couldn't see her and talk much with her although could message....she'd come to see me off before flight...but that's it...couldn't even kiss her bye!!!....it was a short meeting and many things remained in my mind....she had given a bar of chocolate as token of her love and care and my mind was full of emotions before leaving her hand....

God...please don't take her away from me for a moment...can't bear it...they say the world has come closer now...if so, why people appear far off when you cross boundries??

July Last Week 2011:

We met again after a gap of two weeks...had lots of things to share with her and as usual she was ready with her magical smile....took her hand in my hands and felt the warmth in her touch...why does love give you such experience that when you are apart you want to get closer and when you are close, you feel it's never enough close..expressed my deep emotions to her and she too reciprocated.....it's amazing how one person can change your life so much!! My friends say I am changing and changing for good reason...if so, certainly my angel's spell has caste its effect on me...am spellbound and don't want to get out of this magical euphoria...can someone tell her be with me, be for me and be mine forever in life??

We have come a long way ever since we met first time...it's fantastic to experience her presence, her soft emotions and warm touch that gives me all the comfort in life....what's true love???...well for me...she's true love..my love who taught me to commit, to express and to be honest with the emotions and the beloved one!!..

Thanks darling for being there with me and around me!!