Thursday, December 24, 2009

Bye Bye 2009!!!!

Yet another year is about to end!!!! What's so big about it?? Every year it usually happens this way....year comes and year goes.....and it gives some sweet and some bitter memories.....
When I try to see what the passing year has given me I have a box of mixed emotions....some extacy, some anguish....some pain and some joy!!!
I came across and missed a few good chances to make my life more beautiful....a cute, lovable girl from Delhi....sweet and vivacious friend in Mumbai....a missed relationship...a broken heart...few bitter quarrels.... some tears and a few curves on face....all packed in one bunch as "combo offer"!!!!
I met God a few times in form of my 2 sweet friends who always care for me and like me the way I am....they are not just part of my life...but also a reason for me still being hopeful and believer in Love!!! Their existance and support always makes me feel better and firmly believe that I can be a better man!!....I just love them both....Thanks to God that they are there!!!
How can I miss my angel who keeps fighting with me for small reasons and also sometimes cries loud to me?? She makes me feel that I am not alone in this world with her existance and always keeps me happy with her giggles...she is sweet...she is charming...she is naughty and she is stubborn...but most of all...she is mine!!!
As someone said in past...not all relations that you carry can be fulfilled....had a few broken bonds as well and it hurt badly to both parties....can't help it...it was to go that way only!!!! soon I forget...better for me!!!
A cool breeze in hot summer is my sweet li'le niece who doesn't know how to say "uncle" or "mama" but makes me "mama" with her mischevous smile and tiny appearance...God bless her!!!
There were many moments of joy...my trip with my office group, trip to Delhi, trip to Murud-Janjira and a few outings with my friends....someone may not find big deal in them...but they are all special....coz none of them can be repeated again in life...no matter how many years pass....!!!
Missed all friends in Delhi on last day of my stay there and especially good time spent with them...they all took good care of me and I think those joyous moments cannot be braught back again....
There was a missed farewell and missed hug to say "goodbye" and I will have to take it as "carry forward" from past year to new year!!!
Overall it was bit pain....bit gain year...but every end comes with a hope to have better beginning as we approach to the farewell to old 2009 and welcome of 2010....let me make my slate blank yet another time to let the time write new scripts over it...."bye bye 2009....hum hain rahi pyaar ke...phir milenge chalte chalte...!!"